A Poem About Shiva

It Was All Your Plan………………

Isn’t it your wish that I must be misguided
Isn’t it your plan that I must be abandoned
Isn’t it your foul play that I must beg for liberation
Isn’t it your will that I must wander all over

I learned to pray so that I can please you
But you destroyed my faith in prayers by sufferings
I mastered art so that I can impress you
But you ignored my art like it’s a childish game

Not once or twice, it was three lifetimes just for you
Never you came to me, Never you stood by me
To the point were I abandoned you like a dead
This one is not strong enough to bear your absence

Oh Devi Parvati, I doubted your husband
I doubted If he was really bholenath
I doubted If he was really the all knower
Oh my mother, he is all of them

He misguided me so that I will guide millions
He abandoned me so that I will rescue millions
He made me beg so that I can feed the hungry
He made me wander so that I will settle with you

Here I am in the biggest playground of the universe
How will I convince them that I’m non existent
How will I make them realise the truth beyond illusions
How will they see I’m none other than shiva himself

_ A heartfelt poem about Shiva by Kheshi